i'm done searching for conditions that don't exist

"there's no el darado, and nothing is gold

she got methods that i already know

she left a message, it was cold

i left a vestige to the code

brought the messages to the fold

these franklins wont fold

find myself losing control

it's so hard to live, no help at all

the drugs i used to get don't help at all

we've got voices in our heads it's not our fault

it's not our fault, it's not our fault

there's no el darado, and nothing is gold

she got methods that i already know

she left a message, it was cold

i left a vestige to the code

brought the messages to the fold

these franklins wont fold

find myself losing control

it's so hard to live no help at all

it's so hard to live no help at all

it's so hard to live no help at all

the drugs i used to get don't help at all

i pop these perks and stay awake

cause ain't no other way

to bury all this pain

this pain"

art work by me

the song was recorded, produced, mixed written & performed by me